I started to watch a TV documentary called ‘Our War’, made
on patrol in Helmand by the soldiers themselves using helmet-mounted
cameras. I gave up half-way through because I suddenly realised I had seen the
young officer’s photo in the media after he had been killed. Watching with that
knowledge would have been gut-wrenching.
I
began to reflect on the nature of physical courage. What is it that inspires
young men and women to constantly expose themselves to often violent death?
My
old friend Rear-gunner Ron was a tail-end Charlie in Lancasters for 3 years
during WW2. His outfit – 33(Rhodesia) Squadron (but with only one Rhodesian
left) flew ‘window’ missions, dropping metal strips that messed-up Jerry radar.
This was particularly dangerous because they went ahead of the main bombing
force (but at least they never killed anybody). A colleague completed nearly 80
sorties in Bomber Command. Another did 2 tours – 60 missions. The life
expectancy was 10 missions.
How
do you cope with putting yourself in harm’s way like this day after day for
years?
It
may be that some people really are fearless. I remember an old test pilot
saying that the essential qualification for his job was a complete lack of
imagination.
In
his memoirs a former commander in Afghanistan expresses his admiration for
young soldiers going out on patrol and vomiting with fear, but carrying on
regardless.
I
guess that real courage is not being fearless but going on when you are scared
to death.
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